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I honestly have no reason to be up at 3 in the morning. what is wrong with me :/ I mean i want to go to bed but, idk i guess just if i go to bed. it leads to another day that is closer to the countdown, and i have just been super whiny and in a crying mode ever since the fight with his mom :/ plus just everyday things happen and then ya know i just uugh i can't do this it sucks. im trying to keep calm and just like ya know read and stuff but its so hard knowing that after thanksgiving i can't come back :/ but anyway. i guess more music time.

btw why are so many people mean to animals?! im gunna miss my babies when i leave T_T