So I have 9% left on the iPad..thought I'd write for a bit.
Been so busy lately, my aunt broke(more like crushed) her hand and so she cant use it annnnd she is having to move, so I am helping her get that all settled. I've rebidden my nails like a dumb ass in all the stress, pisses me off cause I worked real hard. But I'll get there eventually.
I'm starting to feel really stupid :( because i don't have anything challenging in my life anymore I totally miss school and all the fun stuff that came with it, however college wasn't challenging to me.
Ooh my mom got her teeth pulled for her dentures on monday, it's going good, but it looks really gross right now, mainly cause the little bones keep coming out belch...I really wish I wrote more, maybe I should start? I think I will do that haha
Go to Cali latkes this month, gunn a stay for about a month and a half :) sooo excited I miss him and everything there. But ok fix in to die on Me.
Until next time i guess
late
I honestly have no reason to be up at 3 in the morning. what is wrong with me :/ I mean i want to go to bed but, idk i guess just if i go to bed. it leads to another day that is closer to the countdown, and i have just been super whiny and in a crying mode ever since the fight with his mom :/ plus just everyday things happen and then ya know i just uugh i can't do this it sucks. im trying to keep calm and just like ya know read and stuff but its so hard knowing that after thanksgiving i can't come back :/ but anyway. i guess more music time.
btw why are so many people mean to animals?! im gunna miss my babies when i leave T_T
btw why are so many people mean to animals?! im gunna miss my babies when i leave T_T
Write a paragraph about yourself
My name is Melinda, I am 20 years old, and for the most part I enjoy my life. I enjoy reading, writing, and drawing. I'm a very outgoing and fun person. I'm mature for my age but still a kid at heart. I will be successful.
Write a secret.
I hate Oklahoma for the fact I don't feel anyone can be successful here even tho vie met plenty that are.
Write your dream.
My dream is too never run out of things to try and achieve.
Open up about someone who is special to you and why.
My brother Is special. In more ways than one. He has add and is mentally retarded. He is 18 but has the mind of a 13 year old. He wasn't potty trained till 5 didn't talk till 7 and still can read or write as well as he should be able too. He has problems focusing and has a teeeemper. But I love him regardless. Because of him, I had to grow up quicker and learn to take care of him, I always had to stick up for him and make him feel like he was normal. Only recently did he figure out he is slower than others, but that's ok. He accepted it fairly well and I was proud of him. And yes, this is the same brother that, abused me and contused my back, and has said awful things to me. But without him I would feel completely abandoned even if I had everyone else in the world with me.
Tell your bestfriend what they mean to you.
Dear Mom,
Yea your my best friend, makes me sound like a winner right? But you have always Ben my best friend. I have always been able to come to you about anything and you always tell me what you think I should do, but never pressurednme to do. It that way. You left room for error and for me to make and learn from my own mistakes. I really appreciate that. And the fact you can be my best friend and still be my mom just make syou even better.
Write about a celeb you hate and give reasons.
I do not like Justin bieber
He started off sounding like a girl, and got even worse after hitting puberty. He is too pretty of a boy to even be attractive. He's not very manly and is probably a fad more than anything. I think he is too young to have written a biography, and for him to have a movie. He hasn't experienced enough in life for him to be sooo egotistical like that.
Your favourite place and why.
My favorite place is spavinaw, that was always my fav place as a little kid, that is where my papa George lived. It was always fun going there and playing, I have so many memories from there, and it will always be some of my best memories.
Sum yourself up in 3 words.
Cute. Strong. Loving
Tell a joke.
Why was 6 afraid of 7?
Cuz 7 ate 9 hahahaha
Something your scared of.
Being alone
Your favourite flavour ice-cream.
Peanut buttter cup nom nom nom!
List your 5 favourite songs of all time.
Favorite things-sound of music
call on me- Eric prydz
Change your mind- the killers
Dance inside- all American rejects
Do-re-mi - sound of music
Someone you miss right now.
Troy
A pet peeve you have.
Socks with sandals
Turn ons & turn offs.
Turn on- big eyes, somewhat big nose, muscles but not too bulky but some tone,
Turn offs- smoking, jerks,
Reasons why people intruige you.
Everyone is unique, everyone has something that makes them different from everyone else.
What was your favourite subject at school.
Math and English
Reasons why you wouldn’t make friends with someone.
They are mean/rude, have no respect for anyone, do drugs, are alcoholics,criminals,
10 random facts about yourself.
I have size 11 feet
I like being fat
I got magna cum laude in Latin, yet only remember like 5 words Latin
I have been biting my nails since I was 4( twirled my hair before nail biting)
I don't like most of my family
I clean when bored, depressed, or excited.
I still watch and like Disney channel..I'm 20
I'm very outspoken.
Very opinionated.
Like to make things.
State your opinions on religion.
I honestly, have no idea anymore.
Your favourite part about being alive.
Everyday, living life, seeing the people I love and hate. Interacting with everyone and everything, constantly learning and being a part of the world. Whether it be good or bad.
My name is Melinda, I am 20 years old, and for the most part I enjoy my life. I enjoy reading, writing, and drawing. I'm a very outgoing and fun person. I'm mature for my age but still a kid at heart. I will be successful.
Write a secret.
I hate Oklahoma for the fact I don't feel anyone can be successful here even tho vie met plenty that are.
Write your dream.
My dream is too never run out of things to try and achieve.
Open up about someone who is special to you and why.
My brother Is special. In more ways than one. He has add and is mentally retarded. He is 18 but has the mind of a 13 year old. He wasn't potty trained till 5 didn't talk till 7 and still can read or write as well as he should be able too. He has problems focusing and has a teeeemper. But I love him regardless. Because of him, I had to grow up quicker and learn to take care of him, I always had to stick up for him and make him feel like he was normal. Only recently did he figure out he is slower than others, but that's ok. He accepted it fairly well and I was proud of him. And yes, this is the same brother that, abused me and contused my back, and has said awful things to me. But without him I would feel completely abandoned even if I had everyone else in the world with me.
Tell your bestfriend what they mean to you.
Dear Mom,
Yea your my best friend, makes me sound like a winner right? But you have always Ben my best friend. I have always been able to come to you about anything and you always tell me what you think I should do, but never pressurednme to do. It that way. You left room for error and for me to make and learn from my own mistakes. I really appreciate that. And the fact you can be my best friend and still be my mom just make syou even better.
Write about a celeb you hate and give reasons.
I do not like Justin bieber
He started off sounding like a girl, and got even worse after hitting puberty. He is too pretty of a boy to even be attractive. He's not very manly and is probably a fad more than anything. I think he is too young to have written a biography, and for him to have a movie. He hasn't experienced enough in life for him to be sooo egotistical like that.
Your favourite place and why.
My favorite place is spavinaw, that was always my fav place as a little kid, that is where my papa George lived. It was always fun going there and playing, I have so many memories from there, and it will always be some of my best memories.
Sum yourself up in 3 words.
Cute. Strong. Loving
Tell a joke.
Why was 6 afraid of 7?
Cuz 7 ate 9 hahahaha
Something your scared of.
Being alone
Your favourite flavour ice-cream.
Peanut buttter cup nom nom nom!
List your 5 favourite songs of all time.
Favorite things-sound of music
call on me- Eric prydz
Change your mind- the killers
Dance inside- all American rejects
Do-re-mi - sound of music
Someone you miss right now.
Troy
A pet peeve you have.
Socks with sandals
Turn ons & turn offs.
Turn on- big eyes, somewhat big nose, muscles but not too bulky but some tone,
Turn offs- smoking, jerks,
Reasons why people intruige you.
Everyone is unique, everyone has something that makes them different from everyone else.
What was your favourite subject at school.
Math and English
Reasons why you wouldn’t make friends with someone.
They are mean/rude, have no respect for anyone, do drugs, are alcoholics,criminals,
10 random facts about yourself.
I have size 11 feet
I like being fat
I got magna cum laude in Latin, yet only remember like 5 words Latin
I have been biting my nails since I was 4( twirled my hair before nail biting)
I don't like most of my family
I clean when bored, depressed, or excited.
I still watch and like Disney channel..I'm 20
I'm very outspoken.
Very opinionated.
Like to make things.
State your opinions on religion.
I honestly, have no idea anymore.
Your favourite part about being alive.
Everyday, living life, seeing the people I love and hate. Interacting with everyone and everything, constantly learning and being a part of the world. Whether it be good or bad.
So Many Thoughts
I have sooo many thoughts going through my head right now.
I'm super excited to go visit Troy in Cali for 2 weeks!!!! I'll be leaving Sunday, which is the day after my brothers birthday, and return on the 19th, the day before my moms :) This means I'll be there for valentines day :D hehe I cant wait for it!!! And his aunt is going on vacation the exact day I'm arriving there, and she said i co uld use her apartment for the week, so that saves me some worry.
I hope his mom is doing ok. She tripped over e dogs and broke her hip. She had to have surgery, and shes coming home tomorrow. So i just hope she never notices me there when I'm staying there the second week.
I have to write his 2000 word 6 source 6 quotes paper tomorrow :/ but eh it's worth it, he bought me a ticket out there.
I'm scared my mom is going to let my cats go whenever i go to Cali...and i really hope she don't because I love them dearly, they are my little babies. But she doesn't like animals, i really hope my brother will stick to his word of feeding them when I'm gone.
It is snowing. Well actually it is freeze raining. Nope I'm wrong, just looked..it has started snowing. I praaaay the electric stays on, or else I'm screwed ;( and I really hope the roads clear up before Sunday, cause thats when i leave, so here's to hope in.
I recently redound my poems that were gunn a be published but, i didn't give them permission to publish them. Ooh i remember one time, Hannah got a poem and it was supposed to be published, and everyone made a big deal about it, but, my mom being herself, bragged to everyone about how i wrote poems too. They all thought i copied Hannah -_- I had written mine 3 years before her.
I rwish i someone would ask me to sing a song with them or something, i love to sing, and i don't care if i suck at singing or not, i just want to sing with someone who also doesn't care...if that makes sense.
I miss my online buddy (you know who you are -_-) never seems to be on anymore, just sucks. Cause we used to have some good chats. Uugh summer get here pleas!
It hurts to swallow my food on my rit side because I damaged my muscle next to my tonsil while i was getting out tonsil stones..uugh if it w asnt so cold i would have sinus dripping and ts no stones which oils mean no having to swab them out...soooo lame :/
And i think I'm done..I have other thoughts i just..wanna do tumblr more lolz
I'm super excited to go visit Troy in Cali for 2 weeks!!!! I'll be leaving Sunday, which is the day after my brothers birthday, and return on the 19th, the day before my moms :) This means I'll be there for valentines day :D hehe I cant wait for it!!! And his aunt is going on vacation the exact day I'm arriving there, and she said i co uld use her apartment for the week, so that saves me some worry.
I hope his mom is doing ok. She tripped over e dogs and broke her hip. She had to have surgery, and shes coming home tomorrow. So i just hope she never notices me there when I'm staying there the second week.
I have to write his 2000 word 6 source 6 quotes paper tomorrow :/ but eh it's worth it, he bought me a ticket out there.
I'm scared my mom is going to let my cats go whenever i go to Cali...and i really hope she don't because I love them dearly, they are my little babies. But she doesn't like animals, i really hope my brother will stick to his word of feeding them when I'm gone.
It is snowing. Well actually it is freeze raining. Nope I'm wrong, just looked..it has started snowing. I praaaay the electric stays on, or else I'm screwed ;( and I really hope the roads clear up before Sunday, cause thats when i leave, so here's to hope in.
I recently redound my poems that were gunn a be published but, i didn't give them permission to publish them. Ooh i remember one time, Hannah got a poem and it was supposed to be published, and everyone made a big deal about it, but, my mom being herself, bragged to everyone about how i wrote poems too. They all thought i copied Hannah -_- I had written mine 3 years before her.
I rwish i someone would ask me to sing a song with them or something, i love to sing, and i don't care if i suck at singing or not, i just want to sing with someone who also doesn't care...if that makes sense.
I miss my online buddy (you know who you are -_-) never seems to be on anymore, just sucks. Cause we used to have some good chats. Uugh summer get here pleas!
It hurts to swallow my food on my rit side because I damaged my muscle next to my tonsil while i was getting out tonsil stones..uugh if it w asnt so cold i would have sinus dripping and ts no stones which oils mean no having to swab them out...soooo lame :/
And i think I'm done..I have other thoughts i just..wanna do tumblr more lolz
So i came across this image on tumblr today an REALLY liked it. Not only is it one of my fav songs, its just a genuinely good thing to know. Something/someone/whatever better than what there is now is going to come. Just a little fact, if i were to ever get a tattoo..it would be of this i think. it would be a good one. I honestly would like to get a tattoo..but i'm scared of the judgement i'd get for it. Plus i would only put it somewhere thats rarely seen.
I think i might actually start typing on here a bit more, i have a lot of thoughts that ineed to get out, and a lot of feelings that i just cant post really anywhere without them being seen by people they are about. on here..nobody follows really so i dont have to worry about it being seen.
Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
1) You have ADHD, you are MR, you have hit me, and permanently bruised me, You have said so many terrible things to me, yet, You werent supposed to be as smart as you are, you werent supposed to be able to talk or ever be potty trained,I'm the one you call when your excited about something, the one you confide in, and your only sister, I do love you..even if I did leave you.
2) You are finally pregnant, and married, you have have everything you have wanted, but are you actually happy now?
3) You're a bitch, you ruined everything with me all in as little as one week, and you couldnt even stop at that, you have to contact him and it most always coincides with about the time that he has gotten over you and focus' on me. STOP TALKING TO HIM!
4) You are like a second mom to me, and he is like a father, but it hurts me whenever i see him yell at you or put you down, because, I know your not happy already and that makes it even worse, He's too hardcore, your too much of a sweetheart, but you would never divorce, especially now that you have the little girl you've always wanted. He abuses you, mentally, i just wish you could see it, and would stick up for yourself. I love you.
5) You were nice when i first met you, but then people started to like me more than you, and comparing the two of us, and you became a snobby bitch to me. I moved near you and discovered one of your friends shared my birthday with me..and that was ok, because i basically made her my friend as well and she liked me even more. But you crossed the line when you had them induce you the day before my birthday, so that you made sure you had you baby on the same day as mine and hers..
6) Thank you, for counting me in as one of the family when I'm not, and for making your own decision of me instead of going off other peoples, It made you me like you soooo much more than anyone else i have met out here, minus one, you remind me of the good parts of my mom, and you even have the same name. You are a special person.
7) I havent known you very long, and if you read this..than you do actually do as you say (which suprises me..i ask so much of you). I know more about you than you think I do, and it was just by pure research and learning.t I didnt specifically look for you..tho you did tell me where to get the hint, and i was looking further into the topics to learn more about them so i could analyze you... that was..until i actually found you..I keep trying to get you to tell me because, i wanna see if you trust me enough, even tho i already know. I've known since about the beginning of this year..i just don't say anything because i'm scared it will mess up our relationship, and i don't think i could mentally or emotionally handle that, even tho your more a role model/friend than anything. Thank you for always being there...even when your not..and your away on vacation (now i'm scared if you do actually read this :/)
8) you are only 4 right now, and even if i did tell you, you wouldn't understand, but i get told all the time how much you are like me, and I thank God for that every time, because then i know, that there is somebody else in our family that is going to be so much smarter than everyone else, that everyone will love because of how sweet and adorable you are, but will hate you because of how truthful and outspoken you are, I just want you to know that I am always here for you, even when the rest of the family forgets you,and of course i love you...I'm your sissy (and you don't know how happy it makes me that you call me sissy, even when your mom says to call me Melinda)
9) I can never thank you enough for everything you did, for takeing me specifically when noone else wanted me, for loving me when no one else did, and for sticking by me through everything i wanted and didnt want. Thanks for raising me and working 2 sometimes 3 jobs just to make sure i had almost everything I wanted and that my brother did too at the same time. and for letting me have a little more than him sometimes just because, For letting me pretend i was asleep until he fell asleep so i could get up and just feel like a grown up because i could stay up as late as you. For being such an inspiration and making me want to help people, and to care with all my heart, even tho it sometimes isnt the best. For letting me be a kid whenever i absolutely needed it, but yet teaching me valuable lessons as i became an adult. For loveing me even when i did betray your trust, and for always taking me back, and making me feel like I'm the most special person in the world. I love you mom and you have never been anything else to me.
10) NEVER leave my life! I honestly don't think i could manage without you in it some way shape or form. You basically are everything that completes me mixed with some of myself. I hope you never leave me, and that even if we dont progress further..I'm still the one your with..I know your views...but i also know. hat you have changed and realized you need me just like i need you, but now it goes even deeper, I'm scared you will realize that and will want to leave because of your views, I don't want to lose you ever. I love you..and you know it. It is no shocker, but i think you love me too..but are too scared to admit it. there is so much to say to you, that i could sit and type all night, and still not tell you it all. Just know 3 things, I love You, you are one of the smartest people i know, and i cant live without you.
Nine things about yourself.
1) I love to read, and wish i had a library, but i don't. (just bought Looking For Alaska by John Green and waiting on it to arrive)
2) I tend to clean when bored.
3) I lie and say i don't know why i bite my nails..when in reality, i know i bite then because i am constantly thinking, and i'm constantly nervous and anxious. there is not a minute that i am awake, that i am not a nervous wreck.
4) I want to travel the world
5) I have this blog..in the hopes that someone will come across it and like it, but i know in reality, thats a very slim chance
6) I am a Nerdfighter.(DFTBA)
7) I want to be a singer..and think i actually could have a chance..if i took some voice lessons.
8) I also want to be an artist, but never have any inspiration..even tho i can draw a bit.
9) I have only been kissed by one guy..and he refuses to kiss me anymore..because i sucked that bad :/
Eight ways to win your heart.
1) Be yourself with me
2) Don't be embarrassed of me
3) Don't tell me I'm hot tell me i'm beauiful and pretty, but not constantly, then i'll think your lying.
4) care
5) be genuine
6) have a sense of humor
7) need to be nutured
8) Be nerdy
Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1) Does anyone actually love/miss me
2) I'm bored
3) I wanna sing
4) Does he like her more than me
5) I hope i make friends soon
6) God, how can people be so stupid?
7) I wish i could be famous for writing, drawing or singing.
Six things you wish you’d never done.
1) I
2) Don't
3) Regret
4) Anything
5) I've
6) Done
Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
1) Brother Phillip
2) person I love/best friend-Troy
3) mom
4) Webster
5) My aunt La-Deana
Four turn offs.
1) self hate
2) Bragging a lot.
3) tattoos and piercings
4) no manners
Three turn ons.
1) chest hair
2) sensitivity
3) semi strong
Two smileys that describe your life right now.
1) :]
2) :[
One confession.
1) I love Troy
1) You have ADHD, you are MR, you have hit me, and permanently bruised me, You have said so many terrible things to me, yet, You werent supposed to be as smart as you are, you werent supposed to be able to talk or ever be potty trained,I'm the one you call when your excited about something, the one you confide in, and your only sister, I do love you..even if I did leave you.
2) You are finally pregnant, and married, you have have everything you have wanted, but are you actually happy now?
3) You're a bitch, you ruined everything with me all in as little as one week, and you couldnt even stop at that, you have to contact him and it most always coincides with about the time that he has gotten over you and focus' on me. STOP TALKING TO HIM!
4) You are like a second mom to me, and he is like a father, but it hurts me whenever i see him yell at you or put you down, because, I know your not happy already and that makes it even worse, He's too hardcore, your too much of a sweetheart, but you would never divorce, especially now that you have the little girl you've always wanted. He abuses you, mentally, i just wish you could see it, and would stick up for yourself. I love you.
5) You were nice when i first met you, but then people started to like me more than you, and comparing the two of us, and you became a snobby bitch to me. I moved near you and discovered one of your friends shared my birthday with me..and that was ok, because i basically made her my friend as well and she liked me even more. But you crossed the line when you had them induce you the day before my birthday, so that you made sure you had you baby on the same day as mine and hers..
6) Thank you, for counting me in as one of the family when I'm not, and for making your own decision of me instead of going off other peoples, It made you me like you soooo much more than anyone else i have met out here, minus one, you remind me of the good parts of my mom, and you even have the same name. You are a special person.
7) I havent known you very long, and if you read this..than you do actually do as you say (which suprises me..i ask so much of you). I know more about you than you think I do, and it was just by pure research and learning.t I didnt specifically look for you..tho you did tell me where to get the hint, and i was looking further into the topics to learn more about them so i could analyze you... that was..until i actually found you..I keep trying to get you to tell me because, i wanna see if you trust me enough, even tho i already know. I've known since about the beginning of this year..i just don't say anything because i'm scared it will mess up our relationship, and i don't think i could mentally or emotionally handle that, even tho your more a role model/friend than anything. Thank you for always being there...even when your not..and your away on vacation (now i'm scared if you do actually read this :/)
8) you are only 4 right now, and even if i did tell you, you wouldn't understand, but i get told all the time how much you are like me, and I thank God for that every time, because then i know, that there is somebody else in our family that is going to be so much smarter than everyone else, that everyone will love because of how sweet and adorable you are, but will hate you because of how truthful and outspoken you are, I just want you to know that I am always here for you, even when the rest of the family forgets you,and of course i love you...I'm your sissy (and you don't know how happy it makes me that you call me sissy, even when your mom says to call me Melinda)
9) I can never thank you enough for everything you did, for takeing me specifically when noone else wanted me, for loving me when no one else did, and for sticking by me through everything i wanted and didnt want. Thanks for raising me and working 2 sometimes 3 jobs just to make sure i had almost everything I wanted and that my brother did too at the same time. and for letting me have a little more than him sometimes just because, For letting me pretend i was asleep until he fell asleep so i could get up and just feel like a grown up because i could stay up as late as you. For being such an inspiration and making me want to help people, and to care with all my heart, even tho it sometimes isnt the best. For letting me be a kid whenever i absolutely needed it, but yet teaching me valuable lessons as i became an adult. For loveing me even when i did betray your trust, and for always taking me back, and making me feel like I'm the most special person in the world. I love you mom and you have never been anything else to me.
10) NEVER leave my life! I honestly don't think i could manage without you in it some way shape or form. You basically are everything that completes me mixed with some of myself. I hope you never leave me, and that even if we dont progress further..I'm still the one your with..I know your views...but i also know. hat you have changed and realized you need me just like i need you, but now it goes even deeper, I'm scared you will realize that and will want to leave because of your views, I don't want to lose you ever. I love you..and you know it. It is no shocker, but i think you love me too..but are too scared to admit it. there is so much to say to you, that i could sit and type all night, and still not tell you it all. Just know 3 things, I love You, you are one of the smartest people i know, and i cant live without you.
Nine things about yourself.
1) I love to read, and wish i had a library, but i don't. (just bought Looking For Alaska by John Green and waiting on it to arrive)
2) I tend to clean when bored.
3) I lie and say i don't know why i bite my nails..when in reality, i know i bite then because i am constantly thinking, and i'm constantly nervous and anxious. there is not a minute that i am awake, that i am not a nervous wreck.
4) I want to travel the world
5) I have this blog..in the hopes that someone will come across it and like it, but i know in reality, thats a very slim chance
6) I am a Nerdfighter.(DFTBA)
7) I want to be a singer..and think i actually could have a chance..if i took some voice lessons.
8) I also want to be an artist, but never have any inspiration..even tho i can draw a bit.
9) I have only been kissed by one guy..and he refuses to kiss me anymore..because i sucked that bad :/
Eight ways to win your heart.
1) Be yourself with me
2) Don't be embarrassed of me
3) Don't tell me I'm hot tell me i'm beauiful and pretty, but not constantly, then i'll think your lying.
4) care
5) be genuine
6) have a sense of humor
7) need to be nutured
8) Be nerdy
Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1) Does anyone actually love/miss me
2) I'm bored
3) I wanna sing
4) Does he like her more than me
5) I hope i make friends soon
6) God, how can people be so stupid?
7) I wish i could be famous for writing, drawing or singing.
Six things you wish you’d never done.
1) I
2) Don't
3) Regret
4) Anything
5) I've
6) Done
Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
1) Brother Phillip
2) person I love/best friend-Troy
3) mom
4) Webster
5) My aunt La-Deana
Four turn offs.
1) self hate
2) Bragging a lot.
3) tattoos and piercings
4) no manners
Three turn ons.
1) chest hair
2) sensitivity
3) semi strong
Two smileys that describe your life right now.
1) :]
2) :[
One confession.
1) I love Troy
Its Mah Birfday!
Its my birthday, I'm turning 20! TWENTY! exciting right?? no..:/ should be a good thing right, its not tho, because.
-one of my best friends is in oklahoma..
-one of my best friends is camping until a week from now
-someone who i thought would be here..is in virginia
-my non sexual lover that is more platonic than anything ever...is on vacation -_-
-and someone who i would like to be here also..is in texas
what the fuck am I supposed to do by myself on my 20th birthday.
I think I may go to borders after school :/
-one of my best friends is in oklahoma..
-one of my best friends is camping until a week from now
-someone who i thought would be here..is in virginia
-my non sexual lover that is more platonic than anything ever...is on vacation -_-
-and someone who i would like to be here also..is in texas
what the fuck am I supposed to do by myself on my 20th birthday.
I think I may go to borders after school :/
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